I am Sorry

This is written for the bird that succumbed to death after colliding on the wall of the building. These birds are usually found near my room enjoying on a giant tree that bears fruit twice in a semester. Early in the morning, I could hear them singing to their tone and chatting. It was on Sunday afternoon when I was studying; two birds flew directly from the tree with full speed and suddenly one collided on the building wall and died after few minutes.

This is the second incident. A month back another bird did the same. But luckily was safe. It was funny for the instant but when I see them suffering with pain and struggling it’s really aching.

I feel sorry for being unable to safe your life. You were warm when I picked from the ground. Your beak was broken and neck was too mislay to hold your head. I tried my level best to safe but in vain. I know how this happened. Actually you shouldn’t be hastening this much. I know the tree is full of what you want and it will be plenty for thousands. You should not have rushed! 

Luckily your friend was safe. Your body became cold and rigid. And I knew you are death now. I am sorry bird. 

That handsome head

with a mighty beak, 

Hands like fists are

where there should be feet.

Wonderful colours cover

Your shape, enough splendors

To make a person gaze.

While you are alive-

With your wings held high

You put a smile on my face.

With all your power

You always left your trace.

Never did I see you frown

For your smile was never upside down.

You were always by my side

And although you are no longer 

I can still feel your presence

Your feathers warming my heart

I will always miss you.

And I know the favor will be returned some day

For when I see once again as like you

It will be in the sky where

They will once again hold their wings up high.

But I feel your good sound is already missing. 

Examination Fever

It is said when the examinations are approaching, the students suffer from examination fever and rightly examinations are regarded as a curse by students. The approach of examinations means the beginning of fear in the mind of a student. Yab it is damn true yaar!!!

As a matter of fact, examinations are the only worry of students. They are the only unpleasant experience in an otherwise happy and carefree life. The worry of an examination interrupts the smooth course of a student's life. Games, musical concerts, debates and other extracurricular activities are all stopped busy in preparations for examinations. Students are not to be found at the play field, restaurants and other places of entertainment during the examination days.But lazy few are found active on facebook like me.

Examinations are held to test students' ability, to check up the work they have done during a term, to judge what progress they have made and to determine whether they have been utilizing or wasting their time. If there were no examinations, the merits of the various students could not be judged, nor would the majority of students take any interest as it is only the fear of examinations that makes students work.

Yet another big tension - RESULT... let me do my best and see who will be the winner. If you win I fail but if I win I am always winner mind it!! and this is the real great advantages of victory against examinations. 

Good luck to all those who are appearing for exams, specially to my fellow friends of twenth standard. Best of Luck. See you all in various colleges!!

I'll Remember

I’ll remember the first time I saw you.
I still remember the first time I called you.
I’ll remember the first time I looked in your eyes.
I’ll remember the first time you smiled at me.
I’ll remember the first time I told you how much I feel about you.

I’ll remember the first time I told you how much you mean to my world.
I’ll remember the first time you said you are interested in me.
I’ll remember the first time we go out together.
I’ll remember the first time we make love.
I’ll remember the first time you told me that we will be like king and queen.

I’ll give you all I have.
I’ll give you my heart.
I’ll give you respect.
I’ll give you love.

Mila's Soekhar Guthog

A man was inspired. He was motivated. He has the power and will. And the man is Lam Kezang. The power and determination of him is what we can’t measure. In 2007 he visited Milarepa Tower in Qinghai, Tibet. “Ever since I visited the Milarepa Tower in Qinghai in 2007, I have had a dream to build a similar tower (Sekargutok or Nine-storied Tower) in Bhutan”.

Due to his immense aspiration to build such tower in Bhutan, Royal Government of Bhutan approved 5 acre site at Rigzinling, Sampheling Gewog, Phuntsholing under Chukha dzongkhag.

All the architectural drawing and access road to the site was completed. On 2^nd November, 2011 corresponding to the seven day of nine month and Rabbit Metal year of Bhutanese calendar the ground breaking ceremony or Salang Tendrel was conducted by His Holiness Je Khenpo.

”We anticipate that, when finished, the Milarepa Tower will become an important spiritual centre as well as a major tourism and cultural attraction.

To build such a Tower will earn great merit for all who participate.

Please give generously! May all be auspicious!” said Lam Kezang Tsheltrium. 

with one of the main sponsors

Lam Kezang

With Lam

The nine-story stupa Lord Milarepa last built was Soekargutok Stupa. It stands in its original position, symbolizing unwavering faith of Milarepa had in his teacher and Buddha dharma.

The merits of building stupas and monasteries are profound and vast and extremely we can't measure. Building a stupa-monastery in memory of Drukpa lineage master Lord Milarepa  is specially so. And contributing few or how much we can will earn merits. 

Are we Helpless??

Let me represent our dear youth, young men and women. This could me what our youth strive for. And here it goes…..

There is no guide book to this game we call life. There are no wrong or right answers; our only clue to living life is our heart.

But what’s one heart without another? What be the point of living life only to fade back into black in the end?

All I ever asked for is a friend or two, but no one ever hears, am I not loud enough? Not clear enough? Or is it I’m not good enough? Is it what I’m asking for not what I need, because in this moment I’m empty inside?

Tonight I’m so insane I want to leave home and scream in the middle street “Hey everyone, I’m alive! I exist! I’m actually real, I’m here.”

Maybe then it’ll be clear to the world what I want is only friendship, love and job, nothing more.

I’ve never asked for money, an unfortunate lesser person could use that prayer elsewhere. I’ve never caused harm to anyone, so why it that I’m treated this way?

Why can I never be happy?
Who am I?
Where and why am I here?

My body’s young, my memories new, yet my soul seem old. All I know is love, yet I’m always kept back in the shadows, no one knows I’m here.

Now I’m making sure tonight someone will know I am here. I’m waiting to meet them, and for whatever is the reason, this mysterious force we call life is keeping me from them.

And I’m sorry, I’m not sure I can make it through alone, please help me get by. My strength has been drain throughout the years, I feel like I’ll break. Help me before I snap into 2 more incomplete parts.

My wish: I will sleep tonight and hope to see you there where I go every night. Only this time it won’t be a field of nightmares but of freedom. And when I wake, beauty will illuminate my life.

But in reality: I know I will wake up to the same world as today is. And so I will keep losing and losing my sanity at age 17. Dealing with depression, with no love, no friends.

So please listen. Please tell me you can hear me; please tell me you know I exist. Tell me I’m not alone; tell me I don’t HAVE TO be alone anymore. This is the last straw, before I become lonely forever, heartless and cold, the one thing I truly despise is the thing I’ll become soon without you. Someone save me.

Help our youth to discover diamond in them.