My Father

22 years old son!

I walked slow, actually, still thinking....and then, I saw him, I saw my dad waiting for me at the corner of the block...he smiled when he saw me, and it was clearly visible to my eyes that he has aged...He looks healthy though...His face is radiant, but even with his charming smile, he can't just hide all the wrinkles on his face....It made me so sad suddenly to realize that the man who has raised me up is getting older.... and too I am getting old....

Child Catches a Dream

Today I am proud. Yesterdays was pain. I have written a history. History is always painful, you know. HISTORY cannot be written without pain. If we win without trouble its called victory. If we win with trouble it's history.

Today I believe I am a child, catches a dream of becoming an engineer.  From the day I crossed my sixth standard i believes in "only a star who is an equally good actor can be a superstar."

Another milestones is there to go for catching another dream. ???????   WIFEEEEEEEEEEEE... hehehe

I am Dreaming......

As I look back on all that’s happened..growing up, growing together, changing you, changing me — there were times when we dreamed together, when we laughed and cried together.

As I look back on those days, I realize how much I truly miss you and how much I truly love you.

The past may be gone forever..and whatever the future holds, our todays make the memories of tomorrow.

So, my lifetime friend, it is with all my heart that I send you my love, hoping that you’ll always carry my smile with you, for all we have meant to each other and for whatever the future may hold.

Hope this be come true............????????????

I Love You

My Love

I can’t grasp any exact words to say, my grief left devastating state of mind, trying to set myselt to its precise spot…i feel impaired and totally ruined, I pause any movement in my life temporarily cease to think how u ended my thrill and my meaningful life.


I wake up filled thoughts of you. Your image and the exciting evening which yesterday have left my senses in turmoil. What a strange effect you have on my heart! My inner life aches with sorrow it was last night that I fully realized how hard to be deserted by someone you like.
This is the greatest pain I ever encountered in my entire life that comes from someone you never comprise.


My heart rages in its utmost height…


My heart keeps bleeding.
I was in my highest point of my emotion…I fell intensele from the highest altitude of love..it hurts me…it tortures me..it eradicates me..

My life is really sufferable…the disadvantage of being ignored and not being recognized… not even given in whichever right..the right to ask…the right to dictate..

I love you more than you will ever know and more than I could ever show, but I hope that one day you will realize that it is true…I love you more than you know…

I want to fulfill something to prove that I love you so,i’m certain and sure what i’m tracking to…mainly my love that kills my momentum everyday, I feel abandon..I feel astray..this might eliminate my consciousness including my awareness..

My earnest apology for giving you so much worries and troubles, but why?…a BIG WHY?! why me?! why now?!

I tried to spill out all my agonies and miseries but I fell short…im still suffering ..i’m still crying…I LOVE YOU..that’s the reason why... I love u KINZ

Everything is isn"t easy as what i think.

To be an engineer is not that easy. The root of education is bitter and the fruit is sweet is well proved here in College of Science and Technology. May be because we are entering into our career. Or may be because it is all technical.

After every end of the semester, their comes freezing wind of worries. And this year it blew on me. Let me bear it see what happens......