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Monday, January 31, 2011

I Love You

My Love

I can’t grasp any exact words to say, my grief left devastating state of mind, trying to set myselt to its precise spot…i feel impaired and totally ruined, I pause any movement in my life temporarily cease to think how u ended my thrill and my meaningful life.

I wake up filled thoughts of you. Your image and the exciting evening which yesterday have left my senses in turmoil. What a strange effect you have on my heart! My inner life aches with sorrow it was last night that I fully realized how hard to be deserted by someone you like.
This is the greatest pain I ever encountered in my entire life that comes from someone you never comprise.

My heart rages in its utmost height…

My heart keeps bleeding.
I was in my highest point of my emotion…I fell intensele from the highest altitude of love..it hurts me…it tortures me..it eradicates me..

My life is really sufferable…the disadvantage of being ignored and not being recognized… not even given in whichever right..the right to ask…the right to dictate..

I love you more than you will ever know and more than I could ever show, but I hope that one day you will realize that it is true…I love you more than you know…

I want to fulfill something to prove that I love you so,i’m certain and sure what i’m tracking to…mainly my love that kills my momentum everyday, I feel abandon..I feel astray..this might eliminate my consciousness including my awareness..

My earnest apology for giving you so much worries and troubles, but why?…a BIG WHY?! why me?! why now?!

I tried to spill out all my agonies and miseries but I fell short…im still suffering ..i’m still crying…I LOVE YOU..that’s the reason why... I love u KINZ

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

Everything is isn"t easy as what i think.

To be an engineer is not that easy. The root of education is bitter and the fruit is sweet is well proved here in College of Science and Technology. May be because we are entering into our career. Or may be because it is all technical.

After every end of the semester, their comes freezing wind of worries. And this year it blew on me. Let me bear it see what happens......