When I open my album after many years, I remember how I felt that time. That was the first feeling I ever felt to someone. I never knew this would happen with me that day. It was uncertain and spontaneous. After few days I confirmed that I loved someone sincerely. Few months later someone nameless was my right and we were in love at last.
The start of Romance
The management felt the distributions of girls in sections were not uniform. I was in class 10 C. I never knew who would join and leave my class. Few boys were adjusted with section D and few girls joined my class. Finally the class was set with comparable number of boys and girls.
Class romance is usually a bad idea. I couldn’t control my feelings that time. The moment of her entrance, with her short hair beautifully cut few books in her hand and shy girl she was. The beam of her humbly beautiful face distracts my attention in the class yet I wasn’t overruled with the feelings.
Since then it was affliction of my brain. But my priority was only study and whenever I got free time I think of her and enjoy her moves during social works. Intervals were my best time to fascinate her and think further. It was tough talking to friends about her. Finally a good friend helped me to know her name and background.
|image from Google~ pardon me!|
Her name was K…. W… she was from northern part of Tashigang yet not far north. At the very end I knew everything about her.
Finally it was time for me to let her know. To propose a girl face to face carrying loads of feeling is simply a thought. Never in real could I face. The common thing and the best were to write sweet epistle and send it via friend covertly.
Finally I did write few sentences letter. The content I only remember is my remarked to reply soon. A week went waiting for reply. One fine Saturday night, it was a moment of joy. I got her reply and we were united. She loved me and I loved her. Our hearts were manacled. She was my first love.
Within few weeks it was time came for departure. I can’t believe. But I had to face reality. She was far away from me however felt so close when I read her committed letters. Reminisce her was my obligation.
It was pain to loss once first love. I was astray by loss of my first love. I am happy that I am friend to her and she is mom of a kid.
Time apprise feelings
Eternal love shalt prevail.